It is 4:32 AM.
I am not asleep.
I don’t know if I’ll ever be.
All the events since the last month have eaten bits and pieces
of me, slowly.
I get up to make myself some tea.
I pad around my apartment,
seeing but not noticing.
Hearing all the early morning noises
but not really listening.
I turn the radio on for company,
but all the chanting and the mantras makes me feel sick.
I have no clue what this this about, but I had other things in mind. But I am typing this at 6:50 AM, so yay me!